Jen Tan: Finding Job’s God in the Cancer Journey

 

Please read an important footnote at the end 

Who does not know of Job? Mostly everyone. Who understands the Book of Job? Very few.

The Book of Job is a profound exploration of undeserved suffering and the limitations of human logic in the face of divine sovereignty. It follows Job, a righteous man who loses his wealth, possessions, home and health, and subsequently engages in a grueling dialogue with his friends, who mistakenly argue that his agony must be a direct punishment for sin. The most important aspect of the narrative is its rejection of a simple "transactional" morality; it concludes with shifting the focus from "Why is this happening to me?". We understand that his suffering does not come from God. Nor from his behaviour. He is an innocent victim of the War of Satan. Ultimately, Job’s restoration underscores that while human suffering is often inexplicable, trust and integrity can exist independent of a "blessing-for-behavior" contract.

As many of us, Jen too had questions. Specially the "why me" question. She took the trouble to read the Book of Job and we quote her conclusion here.

"Reading the book of Job, I see reflections of my own journey. Job lost everything, and even his friends assumed his suffering was due to sin. Yet he could not understand why he was suffering so much as he kept claiming he has done nothing to deserve such punishment.

Before my cancer diagnosis, I was living a comfortable and fulfilling life. I had many plans for the future and looked forward to the joy of achieving them. But everything came to a halt after my diagnosis, and I found myself unable to plan ahead as I once did.

There are times when, like Job I find myself questioning God - have I sinned so much that I deserve all these suffering? Yet deep within, I believe God does not place sickness upon His children.

Throughout my cancer journey, he has been by my side, giving me strength and helping me to keep going every time I feel like giving up.

Through this illness, however, I have drawn closer to God. In losing so much, I came to realise that God is ultimately all we truly have. We are called to place our full trust in Him. While God gives us Himself, He does not reveal every detail of His plans to us. This reminds me that this life, with all its pain and uncertainty, is not our final destination".

To find "Job’s God" while navigating the terrain of a cancer journey is to surrender the agonizing pursuit of "Why?" for the restorative presence of "Who." The enduring lesson from Job is not a simple promise of restoration, but a fundamental shift in perspective. The conclusion of this devotional is not one of easy answers, but of resilient faith.

Ultimately, we meet Job's God not in the rational explanations of friends, but in the dark, intimate, and often frightening moments of our deepest pain. This is the comfort that transcends logic: 

The God who managed the chaotic chaos of creation is the very same God who sits with us in the clinic.

Editors Note: 

Today we want to very specially ask you for your prayers for Jen. She has undergone a PET Scan today and we need to pray, and pray hard, that it shows good results. God Bless you all. If you want to send a message for Jen, please add it in the comments section.  

The Jesus Advisory

“He has shown you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God” 

(Micah 6:8,NIV)

Does God ask too much of us? 

At times it may seem impossible to live the way He wants us to. But the fact is that while the price of our sins has been paid we still have work to do. But the good news is Jesus gave us guidelines and advice on how to live. Jesus’ teachings generally shifted between radical ethical shifts, practical wisdom for daily living, and spiritual mandates.

Below is a curated compilation of his core advice, categorized by theme with their primary New Testament references.

1. On Human Relationships & Conflict

Jesus’ advice on social interaction was revolutionary for its time, focusing on proactive peace rather than reactive justice.

a. The Golden Rule: Treat others exactly how you want to be treated. (Matthew 7:12)

b. The Radical Pivot: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you. (Matthew 5:44)

c. Conflict Resolution: If someone has wronged you, go to them privately first to resolve it. (Matthew 18:15)

d. The Limitless Pardon: Forgive others not just seven times, but seventy-seven times (essentially, without limit). (Matthew 18:22)

e. Judging Others: Remove the "log" from your own eye before trying to take the "speck" out of someone else's. (Matthew 7:3–5)

2. On Anxiety & Mental Well-being

His advisory on worry is remarkably modern, focusing on mindfulness and the futility of over-planning for "tomorrow."

a. The Futility of Worry: Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or wear; worry cannot add a single hour to your life.(Matthew 6:25–27)

b. Daily Focus: Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matthew 6:34)

c. Finding Rest: If you are weary and burdened, come to him to find rest for your soul. (Matthew 11:28–30)

3. On Wealth & Ambition

Jesus viewed material wealth as a potential competitor for a person's heart and offered strict advice on priorities.

a. Priority of Heart: Do not store up treasures on earth where they decay; store them in heaven. Where your treasure is, your heart will be also. *(Matthew 6:19–21)*

b. The Dual Master Rule: You cannot serve both God and Money. (Matthew 6:24)

c. The Cost of Success: What good is it to gain the whole world but forfeit your soul? (Mark 8:36)

d. The Definition of Greatness: If you want to be "first" or great, you must be the servant of everyone else. (Mark 9:35)

4. On Personal Integrity & Faith

This section of the "Advisory" focuses on the internal world—motives rather than just outward actions.

a. Authentic Prayer: When you pray, go into your room, close the door, and pray in private rather than making a show of it. (Matthew 6:6)

b. Simple Honesty: Let your ‘Yes’ be ‘Yes,’ and your ‘No,’ ‘No.’ Anything beyond this comes from the evil one. (Matthew 5:37)

c. The Foundation: Don't just hear these words; put them into practice. It is the difference between building a house on sand versus building on a rock. (Matthew 7:24–27)

d. Persistence: Ask, and it will be given; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened. (Luke 11:9)

Today’s Practical Steps: 

a. Identify one person who frustrates you or with whom you have a minor "cold war." Spend 60 seconds privately wishing them well or praying for their success today. Notice if it changes your internal tension the next time you see their name on your phone.

b.  Whenever you catch yourself spiraling into a "What if?" scenario about next week or next month, physically stop and name three things you are responsible for only in the next three hours. Focus your energy exclusively on those immediate tasks.

c.  Look for a "low-status" task today—something that needs to be done but offers no praise or recognition (like tidying a shared space or helping a junior colleague with a tedious task). Do it quietly and move on.

d. Avoid the urge to "over-explain" or give a polite excuse for a boundary today. If you cannot do something, give a kind but firm "No" without the fluff. If you commit to something, ensure it is done exactly when you said it would be.

Active Trust

"Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord." 

— Psalm 27:14

We often view waiting as a "gap" in our lives—a period of unproductive silence where we are stuck between a prayer and its answer. In a world that prizes immediate results and quick fixes, the act of waiting can feel like failure.

However, Scripture teaches us that waiting is not passive resignation; it is active trust. David repeats the command in Psalm 27 to emphasize its difficulty and its necessity. It takes immense courage to remain steady when the horizon remains empty. Yet, it is in this resistance that our spiritual "muscles" are built. Just as physical strength requires tension to grow, faith requires patient dependence to mature.

Do not mistake silence for absence. God often performs His most profound work in the quiet. While you are waiting for a change in your circumstances, He is working on a change in your character. He is building the endurance, trust, and refinement that you will need for the very blessing you are seeking. If you remain steadfast, He promises to strengthen your heart from the inside out.

Recall the Israelites at the Red Sea. With an ocean in front and an army behind, they were completely out of options, except wait for God to deliver them. There was no strategy to deploy and no strength left to fight. It was in that moment of absolute helplessness that Moses declared: “The LORD shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace.”

Their deliverance didn't come through their own effort, but through surrendered obedience. They stood still, and God moved. The sea parted not because they fought, but because they trusted.

There are battles in your life today that striving cannot win. Worry will not solve them, and sheer determination will not overturn them. When you have prayed and done what is right, there comes a moment for holy stillness.

Choosing calm over panic is your greatest testimony of faith. When you stop scrambling and start resting in His sovereignty, you invite Him to move in ways you could never orchestrate yourself. Trust His timing, for He still knows how to make a way where there is no way.

Pray for the courage to stand still and watch Him move on your behalf. 

Peace in the Storm

                                  Peace in the Storm.

“He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, ‘Quiet! Be still!’ Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.” — Mark 4:39

Unlike stormy weather, life’s storms rarely send warnings. Financial strain, fractured relationships, sudden loss, or inner turmoil can rise like waves against your peace. In those moments, fear can feel louder than faith. Yet the same Jesus who stilled the sea then still reigns now. His authority has not diminished with time.

Sometimes the storm outside remains for a season, yet His presence calms the storm within. Let His Word speak louder than your anxiety. Refuse to let panic dictate your response. Invite Him into the center of your distress. Trust that the One who commands wind and waves also governs the details of your life. Go to His word and let His Spirit calm you and strengthen you.

Remember -

His peace is not the absence of storms, but the presence of His authority within them.

Action Step:

Pause today when anxiety stirs. Whisper, ‘Peace, be still.’ Let His presence steady your spirit before circumstances shift.

Monday Reset: Mercy in Motion

“O give thanks unto the Lord; for He is good: for His mercy endureth for ever.” — 

Psalm 136:1

This psalm was sung in the aftermath of exile, as the people of Israel reflected on the Lord’s covenant faithfulness. Each verse resounds with the refrain, “for His mercy endureth for ever,” recounting creation, deliverance, provision, and victory. The repetition was intentional—it anchored memory to mercy.

Having returned from captivity, the nation realized their survival was not due to strength or strategy, but steadfast love. Every line became a testimony that God’s goodness outlasts rebellion, exile, and hardship. Gratitude was not shallow sentiment; it was a declaration of theology and trust.

Gratitude reshapes the way you interpret your life. When you intentionally recount God’s faithfulness, your perspective begins to shift. Even when challenges persist, thankfulness redirects your attention from what feels lacking to the goodness that still surrounds you. Gratitude steadies anxious thoughts and softens restless striving. It trains your heart to recognize grace in ordinary moments.

Anchor Thought for the week: Gratitude is the lens that reveals mercy in motion.

As we begin this week, let us actively and intentionally remember His mercy. Let thanksgiving rise before worry, and praise precede every plan. Let us "Anchor" our hearts in gratitude so that peace may guide our steps.

Start this week by naming three mercies from last week—big or small. Speak them aloud. Let gratitude set the tone for the days ahead and may gratitude overflow from our lips and bring glory to His name.