Today we are back with Jen Tans message - on her cancer journey and its challenges. It is easy to read through the Gospels and see the miracles as quick "flicks of a wrist," but referring to John 5:5–6, Jen slows the camera down to show us something much more personal.
Firstly that number of 38 years is staggering. That is not just a duration; it’s a lifetime of disappointment.
When we carry a burden for a long time—be it a physical ailment, a broken relationship, or a secret struggle—we often stop expecting anything good. Yet, Jen sees through the haze. When Jesus asked the man if he wants to get well He wasn't stating the obvious. He was also pointing to the fact if he was "ready" to get well - meaning was he ready for a whole life after 38 years and what he would do with that new life.
Here is Jens reflection on this question -
"I have reflected that if God were to perform an instant physical miracle of healing, I might simply return to my old self—enjoying life on earth, living comfortably, ignoring God once again, and seeing death as nothing more than a final rest. But my journey of healing now involves something much deeper: sharing my testimony and living out my faith. Most importantly, it is about seeking God".
"Reading the book of John has revealed my purpose in life and shown me how I can use my own journey to encourage others. It has truly been eye-opening. I now see that God has had a plan for me since the day I was born. His faithfulness is something I feel unworthy of, yet I receive it with a grateful and open heart. His grace is sufficient in my life".
Today, Jesus asks us that question for our various infirmities and weaknesses: Do you want to get well? Do you want to change? What will you do after that? This Lent, think about what you want healing from and what will you do thereafter. Go back to your previous life or live a whole new life with Jesus.
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